Never Have I Ever Lyrics

It's never just taking a train

There are so many feelings coming with me

It's never just taking a train

One of us is lying

Or maybe it's both

Ineptly I'm trying

Trying to prevent you from unravelling the truth

I know that it's coming

Just please not today

But no-ones denying

That I hold on a little tighter each time that I stay

Never have I ever let it go this far

You're pulling out the very wildest card in my repertoire

A sucker for self-sabotage

Never have I ever gone this far

I'm letting you push me

But where does it end

The yielding comes easy

Now this wild behaviour is scaring my friends

I paint on a brave face

To enter the fray

And yeah I'm a strong-minded woman

Destroying myself just to be loved just to be loved

So my therapist says

Never did I not expect to end up here

We better let our vile desires unwind

One last final time

Come clean and then just disappear

Trying to stray but I want nobody else

While I'm tied up on

A ride through hell on your carousel

I'll never be loving myself

Never have I ever gone this far