Dichotomy Lyrics

I made some dumb mistakes and look at where it's gotten me

Try to have some fun but everyone around is hard to please

Force myself to function everyday it makes my heart deplete

Severed from my mind

I've got an internal dichotomy

Feeling kind of stupid

Don't know if I can do this

Fantasize bout suicide but I don't ever follow through it

Dream about the ways I'll die

And it is never less than ruthless

Still I look at what is left remind myself I have to do this

Grab the paper and the pen

Me myself I represent

If you don't fuck with me

Then soon enough

I'll turn you reverent

If you don't fuck with me

Then soon enough you'll wish we never met

You can try to stop this shit

But my madness never ends nah

No excuses left

I don't want your stupid threats

'Cause I've thought of worse ways to die than anybody's ever met

Or meeting

Running out of blood ain't

Breathing

'Cause you shot me with the pain

That leaves my lyrics dead and bleeding

And my chest hurt

Thoughts in my mind fester

Write a fucking book or two of lyrics that won't get heard

It just get worse

'Cause I'll fly up to the clouds

Or be hanging from the ceiling

By the tI'me that any of you fuckers felt what I been feeling

Fuck you

And all the shit thats happened

Fuck it all

And fuck all of you haters you can take this dick and suck it off

I'm tired of my hiding so don't think that ill go running off

Still I don't a fuck what you be thinking my anxiety

I cut it off

Maybe not really

But my ego got me saying things that I ain't been really meaning

Bloated confidence a gift at first but now it's so demeaning

'Cause my lack of self worth

Questions if I deserve the pride I'm feeling

That's the real shit

Though nowadays seems the game ain't been about nobodies feelings

Write some lyrics bout some drugs over a youtube beat

All you fucking sheep like to think that that's the real heat

But I been a wolf in hiding so I think it's tI'me I'm bound to eat