Now We're Strangers Lyrics

Kinda wished that I wasn't upset for so long

Kinda wish I could've left and become strong

I stopped reading your old three paged texts

But I remember everything you said

But if anything in this life is ever really true

I never meant to hurt you

Yes someday I will be doing better

Even though what right now it feels like I'd never

And I know it really hurts

Watching my heart be filled with swords

So take your stupid words to a hanger

Because now we're strangers

And you still haven't apologized

And I've had it so I'll act like I'm alright

But I'm not

No I'll never

I'm glad you're doing better

Yeah I'm totally fine

I'm totally not crying

Just kidding I'm lying

'Cause I don't even know you

And I know soon I will be doing better

But I'm still waiting for your cease and desist letter

Now this is story is never a changer

'Cause now we're only strangers

Yeah we're strangers

But this time with memories

Not the fun ones just the ones that cut deep

The ones that leave rust into your head

It stayed there too long and now I'm dead

The ones that hurt the most

It's like your haunting me but I'm a ghost

'Cause when I look into your eyes

I try to find the person who was nice

To me in September but that person is no longer there

'Cause your eyes are full of nothingness and it leaves me in despair

So we're strangers but you don't seem to care

I took all the things you used to hurt me with and turned them into a funny joke

'Cause now it's time I take back what I used to own

You told everyone about my self harm

I wish I heard the alarms

But I remember

The 1threeth of November

When I sent you a long paragraph telling you how you hurt me

You and your friends just laughed so I started to worry

In choir and I watch you laugh like there was no danger

And at the point I thought that I was looking at a stranger