Tried Lyrics

I think this was all misunderstood

I underestimated how much you would

Be so mean

Stab my heart at the scene

Like it was all nothing

But now that I've seen

Beyond your little comments that's mean

What you said meant everything

But hey at least I always tried to be enough

Even with my mistakes

You pushed me away

Being friends with you was tough

You just tore me apart

And left me with scars

And ripped out my heart

Not saying you were in the wrong

Yet I tried to play along

Like none of it hurt

I always had to text first

Do all the work

That you never ever did

I tried and tried

And cried and cried

And that's kinda why I'm happy our friendship ended

Cause sure I did some fuck up shit

But I was already miserable all through it

I was never truly happy during our friendship

But I always wished that I did

But hey at least I always tried to be enough

We mistranslated

The wars we created

Fighting with you was rough

Stabbed me and I stabbed you

One dead body and the one to lose

Filled with irrelevant excuses

I'm still hunted by my mistakes

And you are with yours too

Like how I dumped my problems on everyone

Constantly started wars

Was over dramatic

Made our augments public

Recording all of our secrets

Recorded our fun times

Over-shared

Was annoying

Constantly insulted you

Cnd open up about my feelings

Yeah it's all messed and it's reeling

But hey at least I actually tried to be enough

Cause I actually cared

When you just declared

Things I wished for bluff

I left cause it was so draining

We were always complaining

Cause I was never good enough for you

No matter how hard I tried to