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I've been feeling a lot lately

Or maybe I don't feel at all

I can't tell if I'm repressing anymore

Or if my heart became a void

I've been trying to write

The happiest of songs

Though I learnt a while ago

That there are more than major chords

I can feel sadness and anger

Pulling each from one of my arms

I don't know why they're arguing

But they are pulling too hard

I don't know why I panic

With my fears so entangled

But I know it's my own brain

Who's making me feel strangled

Like a torch with no batteries

In a world with no stars

Hope sounds like a song

I'm still trying to write

I can feel sadness and anger

Pulling each from one of my arms

I don't know why they're arguing

But they are pulling too hard

Maybe they're trying to break me

I think they're trying to break me

Maybe they're trying to break me

I think they're going to break me