In My Head Lyrics

Keep going, that's what they say

If I stop now, I'd throw it away

I think about ending it everyday

Haven't found any good reason to stay

I wish I could say that I'm keeping my hope

Sadly, I'm losing my ways to cope

Cut it away, it's pills or the dope

If I had the strength to tighten the rope

Almost 23, I'm still depressed

One day at a time, take deep breaths

I can't deal with all this stress

Does all of this make any sense

Always asking why am I still here

Crossing that line is all I fear

Nothing in life can be clear

Which one will be my last year

Don't wanna stay tonight

Leave alone and run away

And die alone

(Won't we all?)

And die alone

All I want was to be happy

Hear the difference in the way you're laughing

I could tell something was lacking

The way you talk, the way you're acting

Look up to the one that's up above

Drink poison cause apparently I can't love

I tried but they the ones that gave up

Goin slow, bein loyal ain't what they made of

Givin' up

I swear I'm givin' up

One more bad move, I'll jump

Can't help no more, I'm stuck

Don't think I can get out this rut

Can't even talk to the ones I trust

I can feel my heart slowly get crushed

Underneath all that is unjust

Feeling my life wasting to dust

Demons haunting

I can feel the taunting

Judging, never know what I'm wanting

I know that they are plotting

I can hear everything they said

Getting goosebumps, I feel the dread

All I know is they want me dead

But I keep going

I keep going

I keep going

With it all in my head