Faulty Aftermath Lyrics

I wish I knew what was so wrong with me

So then I could finally fix everything

I know I bring a lot of baggage

I know I'm just collateral damage

I tried to heal from what happened

I swear I did, but I failed trying it

I don't think I'll ever know what peace is

I think I'm always gonna be like this

I felt like I was so close to being fine

I learned how to live without you by my side

But then came the storm, it ruined everything

I was so close, I was so close to healing

Cuts on my thighs, I just wanna be alright

I hate that I want to end my life

There's not a day where I don't feel this way

I don't have anything to make me stay

Everyone notices my decline

It's hard when you're trying not to cry

I just wanna make it through the day

I just wanna make it out okay

I don't want to keep going like this

I try so hard but I always seem to miss

Will I ever know what it's like?

Will I ever be happy in this life?

I thought you were here to save me

You were so grand and came in shining

For a moment I was yours

Lost in the moment, and now I'm torn

I really thought that we would be just fine

I simply thought it's all in a matter of time

But I was wrong, deep down I knew all along

I saw the ending when you first said "Hey" to me

I was on the right track, so it seemed

But I guess it wasn't meant to be

Was it all just lies?

Was it just a waste of time?

You tell me "please understand"

So I say "I do" but it's not true

Cause what am I supposed to say?

It's not like it'll matter anyway

How dare you say these things to me?

Then one day decide to randomly leave

How am I supposed to feel?

How am I ever going to heal?

It's your fault, you made me this way

Why'd you come back if you didn't plan to stay?

You made me feel like I was crazy

I don't even think you liked my personality