The Words I Couldn't Say Lyrics

I know it's been so long

I think I'm finally fine with you being gone

But I'm still hurt by your words

Cause what you did I didn't deserve

Those memories that we shared

They stuck around in the air

Memories from when you cared

Sometimes it's like you're still there

I want to know everything

Like why'd you stop responding?

I just want to know why

Why'd you become the bad guy?

Maybe I'm just naive, but I wanted to believe

Maybe I was just too young, but I know I wasn't dumb

You don't know how long I'd wait

I'd move, I'd resign, I would change

If it meant I could see your face one more time

He loves not only me, but he calls me his baby

So I say it's cool that he does what he wants to

Was I a victim? or was I just in love?

How will I cope? Haunted by your ghost

If I was the right one, then why'd you up and run?

If we were meant to be, why aren't you here with me?

Don't you know how I feel?

I felt as if we were real

Don't you know how I think?

You'd never prioritize me like a drink

Maybe it was all in my head

Maybe I should just go to bed

But I can't stop thinking we used to be something

I'm sorry for your mistakes

I know you promised me you'd do better

I'll keep on waiting for that day

But I know it's not coming eventually

It's time to let go of this fantasy

Our fairytale didn't have a happy ending

Far apart in distance and age

When you left, I was in such pain