We Were So Scared Of What We Would Become That We Didn't See We Were Already There Lyrics

We're so scared of what we'll become

That we don't see, we're already there

I wake up most days afraid and I

Take an anti depressant and

Dream about being somewhere else

I look at news and there been

Another mass shooting a block from here

And just off campus someones killed themselves

We're so scared of what we'll become

That we don't see, we're already there

I wake up most days

I wake up most days

I wake up most days

I wake up most days

I wake up most days

I wake up most days

I wake up most days

I wake up most days

Afraid

I wake up most days afraid

And I really wish I could be not scared

Always being afraid of what's not there

And I'm starting to feel petrified

Of all the small things in my life

Am I going outside today

Am I going to cry today

Do I wanna die today

Will I find a rhyme today

Maybe today will be the best day of my life

Or maybe around the corner

theres a man with a knife

And I'm stagnating , I'm stagnating

I can feel it in my bones

Oh I'm stagnating , I'm stagnating

Do I have a home anymore

I'm so scared of what I'll become that I can't

Seem

To feel any sort of joy in my life without feeling

So damn

Unworthy