We Were So Scared Of What We Would Become That We Didn't See We Were Already There Lyrics

We're so scared

Of what we'll become that

We don't see we're already there

I wake up most days afraid and I

Take an anti-depressant and

Dream about being somewhere else

I look the news and there's been

Another mass shooting a block from here

And just off campus someones killed themselves

We're so scared

Of what we'll become that we

Don't see we're already there

I wake up most days

I wake up most days

I wake up most days

I wake up most days

I wake up most days

I wake up most days

I wake up most days

I wake up most days

Afraid

I wake up most days afraid

And I really wish I could be not scared

Always being afraid of what's not there

And I'm starting to feel petrified

By all the small things in my life

Am I going outside today

Am I going to cry today

Do I want to die today

Will I find a rhyme today

Maybe today will be the best day of my life

Or maybe around the corner there's a man with a knife

And I'm stagnating I'm stagnating

I can feel it in my bones

Oh I'm stagnating I'm stagnating

Do I have a home any more

Hey

Hey

Hey

I'm so scared of what I'll become that I can't

Seem

To feel any sort of joy in my life without feeling

So damn

Unworthy