My Life 4R Lyrics

Big Dreams when I don't even sleep

My mind still playing tricks on me like what I'm gonna think

Lost on my thought miss when I was rich

owe my self a lot because I need to pay my bills

Never try impress nobody but I need to think of me

Its really hard to hurt me when I'm always popping pills

Fuck school my life a bigger lessons

Pray before you sleep waking up is still a blessing

lowkey I be on my space social distance like corona

Always feeling happy when I pop a thousand milligram

Mama she my only helper pray I never lose her

She do believe in me she know her son can't be a loser

Daddy was rich got them thinking that we not tough

My big bro he a viking now they know he has his own Glock

Play with my mama we don't never let it slide

My mom a good lady and she hates it when we fight

You don't see me online, lately I be on my grind

Ran out of money lot of times but I still thug it out

My house a school for real and I don't miss the morning class

When I'm on funds I stay so high I smoke expensive

And the rezlar got me high no more if I smoke I feel so sick

I just took a brake if that don't work imma need to change the plug

Really miss the feeling got buying card of chest and lungs

Learned from my pains and you think I trust again

Told my mom my red eyes natural so she never ask again

She be looking at my eyes like boy is this a play

Even if she don't believe this how she sees me everyday

And the truth might be a sin so I don't say it anyway

Colorado different feelings i don't even skip it

Stay away from toxic people see my plug like morning

Can't feel my legs when I'm walking buh they am tripping

Turn off my contact on my WhatsApp I didn't see your new pics

Still commenting on my ig when they switch the pages

Just a fan who's reading comment now she making payments

Wanna withdraw from the trade make a bigger payment

Started chasing bag at early age I didn't waste my time

When I started writing all this rims I was only nine

Jss1 at my old school did my first freestyle

How about my girl, sometimes she feel so scared

Told her Bestie how she love my dick and she don't want to share

She told me if I let her go she still gonna be there

Buh I got issues with trust especially with girls

My balance really low I just hope that you don't change on me

Before I fell in love was dicking other niggas bitch

A nigga sent me treat cuz of his girl he hoe for real

Send my pictures to his gang ask them all look for me

I just wish that it was now for your sake I crate a sin

If nigga lay his hand on me i brake his face and make him bleed

I'm crazy when am angry different meaning daffy

I got niggas who might slide and this niggas smoking crack

All I do is pay for what they smoke the next day you go die

All the stories really facts on my mama I don't lie

Way too cool buh am Demon you don't see me start a fight

My Nebour call police on me they hate me cuz I'm wining

I was with my brolly wisdom at the room and we upserving

I saw M K from my window saying trash about my family

Had to save his name with snake I watched the nigga snitch

Now I know he really fake he trying to act so real

Speak my feelings through my lyrics how on earth you feeling hurt

Mom could see the pains from my eyes they you hear it from my song

Story teller, acapella , dream chaser

Pray my mama stay with me cuz my mom my only helper

Hope my bae gon stay forever she mah queen mah Cinderella

I be with my bro believe he not a friend he my brother

Still feeling proud my client dropped a screenshot another bag

If a brother hurt my feelings we jux gonna talk it out

They didn't care the way they treat me made me turned it to a rap