DEAR DAD Lyrics

Dear dad

Hope you hear this story cuse I'm writing from the highness

These how I lived so am praying to the highest

Since you left I was never really myself

I miss the old days I really wish you still here

And I was jealous that you happy without me

Still feeling hurt tell me dad why you left me

Goodbye forever cause I can't have you with me

It's hard to move on cause I still can't believe this

Since you left it wasn't really easy

But I be fine cause I know I'm crating history

Story so long but dad I need to cut it short

Since you were gone I was treated really so poor

Did finish my school where I'm gonna get the fees from?

All I did was cry I be sick cause I gat no joy

All I got was hope I was willing to be rich

I know the world is big and a better life I need

And now I'm getting paid dad I'm chasing dreams

Gat to make my mom proud so I'm pushing P

Use to be a broke boy now I'm turning rich

Still gat to move on even wen I miss the old days

I love you dad which I could tell you to your own face

Focus on the bag now you see I gat my own race

And I be grinding for the sacrifice you didn't made

I'm still upset cause you left me all alone dad

Started afresh have been grinding for my dream life

Which you were here I know you cold suet the bills out

Me versus Me I just want to live my dream life

Was raised so separate and a different life I lived

I'm way too solid I don't need to fake a thing

Emotions got me fucked up I started popping pills

High on molly tell stories I don't want to tell

Keep my secrets too my self I don't want to share

Say they love me know they faking I don't even care

Mom my realest little circle cuz I love myself

Sometimes I'm scared I don't wanna end with tears

Cuz I put my life on this game I pray I don't regret

Hate to see my mama sad always want to see her smile

All these worries on my mind buh I told her I was fine

Never stressed her with my problems I know they really mine

I know she can't be fake the real so hard to find

She keep it real like everyday and she don't fake her vibes

If life was to be Instagram she do be verified

Time running fast I wish I could rewind

Grandma and daddy gone thank God she's still a-life

Paper chasing I don't even care about my health

Daily paying debit I don't even see no credit yet

I forgot the rate before I trade de need to tell

Different plug feel like the socket after all

Miss my Brolly wisdom steady he's coming with the lean

Horny buff or backwoods he know d rezlar earnt 4 we

He waits for me if out I'm trying to get some weed

Today a pay day told the plug I need some Cannabis

No one is perfect buh I promise that I try my best

I just pray and grind and allow god do the rest

Buh still they hate me I ain't even rich de want me dead

Popping pills I don't even care of what they say I don't even feel

Instrumental turn me to a madre I be killing beat

If I speak a word in any beat make it a hit

Last of my kind I don't even use nobody tune I got my style

My lyrics way too classic my bars are storylines

All review from no hard feelings got me feeling like a start

I had to check my Spotify already verified

Wasn't even up to one week and I was qualified

Look like my name have always been a treasure

Good with the mic they know rapping is my pleasure

I be speaking words you can't relate cuz you don't smoke boy

Colorado got me feeling am on rose rouse

My fam we DC some even add it to their name

We were thuging lowkey making gains started making fame

And we hardly post buh if we do people gonna hate

Some might repost buh they don't love us jux the way the claim

And a lot of nigga said they love me buh they talking private

Faking they love me when they see me and try to shake me

Street a forest not surprised if a nigga snake me

Thuging for real

I Ain't trying to keep nobody who don't want to stay with me

And I keep it really lowkey grinding at my mamas crib

Fuck your quotes

I be making gains even at my comfort zone

After she hurt me now she miss me she a hoe

Which I had a Glock on her head I leave a hoe

Headshot watch her brain splash through the floor I got a mask on

I made her payed for what she did I left her messed up