I Don't Do Drugs Lyrics

I wish I was numb, I wish I was numb

I don't do drugs that shit is dumb

I wish I was numb, I wish I was numb

I don't do drugs that shit is dumb

Why do I have to have these days

Why do I have to have these days

I wonder

I have these days

I wouldn't wish 'em

On my worst enemy to punish 'em

I have these days, man

Im stuck with 'em

Do the best that I can just to get done with 'em

And I become a victim of myself

My mental health

Isn't all its cracked up to be

It isn't well

I didn't eat today

That didn't help

If my girl knew that shit, she'd be pissed as hell

She'll be filling up the fridge

Putting shit up on the shelf for me

Yelling, telling me to eat

But shit ain't sitting well with me

Sitting in a mental prison convicted of felonies

I'm prosecuting myself for

Every second of every minute of every day of every week

Of every month of every year every decade and century

I'll never let myself be I'll never be free

Feel like I'll never be at peace

Until I'm dead deceased

That ain't even healthy

Thats what she says to me

In her presence is really what I am blessed to be

So I try to be the best me that I can be for her

Try to be the better me that I was before

I was in freefall

Trying to keep her

From seeing what she saw

But doggie, she sees all

Sees right through me like I am a screen door

Tells me when I am in pain

That I won't look her in the eye at all

I just didn't want her to see all my flaws

Sometimes I am ashamed of who I think I have become

I wish I was numb, I wish I was numb

I don't do drugs that shit is dumb

Why do I have to have these days

Why do I have to have these days

I wonder

I wish I was numb, I wish I was numb

I don't do drugs that shit is dumb

I wish I was numb, I wish I was numb

I don't do drugs that shit is dumb

I wanna make you happy for the rest of your life

You deserve better

I don't do the best, just alright

Trust me, if you met her

You'd be like Zach, you need to do better

Id agree with ya

Today was a mess, I plan on coming back tomorrow

I'ma get my shit together

But I wonder

Why do I have to have these days

Why do I have to have these days

I wonder

I wish i was numb, I wish I was numb