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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2020

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Maybe I could help someone I never have known

To remind you, you are loved and you're never alone

Your depression is a liar, it'll tell you I'm wrong

But I'm not, you are loved and you're never alone


Perfect, this is just perfect

Feeling like I tried everything, it isn't working

And I've been putting work in with no insurance

No assurances that anything is certain

Been searching but I feel so lost

Try to pay my dues but I can't afford the cost

Feel like what I want just isn't for sale

Hating myself because I didn't prevail

Feel like I'm living in hell

In a self-imposed purgatory destined to fail

In a never-ending cycle full of negative thoughts

Playing out the same scene in a repetitive plot

Find myself wishing that I was gone too often

Thinking about all the things that

I never will accomplish

It's then I'm at my weakest

My depression is strongest

And I feel like

I will never overcome it

Think irrational shit, like everybody hates me

Everybody knows I'm a fraud, they look and they see

The place where I'm weak that I've been trying to hide

And they know that I'm lying when I reply that I'm fine

I tell them I am alright, but inside I am dying

Every morning's the worst, feel like I fight with my eyelids


Like maybe if I don't look it won't be real

So I try to block it out with a goalie's skill

Still people ask me, what am I doing with my life

I tell them right now, I am on a hunger strike

Cause waking up, kills my appetite

The memories come rushing back I'm filled with sadness right away


And I don't even know why I get so mad

Feel like I'm being punished don't know what I did so bad

And then somebody comes to me talking about a brighter day

You'll figure it out right, you're a fighter, eh?

Well I don't feel like a fighter today I feel like a punching bag

Whose whole life is a waste

Avoid the mirror Cause I can't stand the sight of my face

And saying that makes me feel like a disgrace

Like I'm weak for telling you about the thoughts that I have

When there are really people out there who have got it twice as bad


And I feel like I'm whining

But I needed to shine a little light inside my mind

So you can see just where I am

So where am I

I am in a dilemma, I feel like what I have said here

Is really self-centered

And I didn't mean for this to go the way that it went

But now I'm thinking maybe someone will relate to this shit

And if so

I guess that'd make it worth it

My embarrassment is a small price for the purchase


Of maybe helping someone that I never have known

To remind you, you are loved and you're never alone

Your depression is a liar, it'll tell you I'm wrong

But I'm not, you are loved and you're never alone


Your depression is a liar, it'll tell you I'm wrong

But I'm not, you are loved and you're never alone


You're never alone, no matter what, you are never alone

You're never alone, no matter what, you are never alone

He is with you and you know it, you're never alone

No matter what, you are never alone

He is with you and you know it, you're never alone

No matter what, you are never alone

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