Depression Is a Liar Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2020
Lyrics
Maybe I could help someone I never have known
To remind you, you are loved and you're never alone
Your depression is a liar, it'll tell you I'm wrong
But I'm not, you are loved and you're never alone
Perfect, this is just perfect
Feeling like I tried everything, it isn't working
And I've been putting work in with no insurance
No assurances that anything is certain
Been searching but I feel so lost
Try to pay my dues but I can't afford the cost
Feel like what I want just isn't for sale
Hating myself because I didn't prevail
Feel like I'm living in hell
In a self-imposed purgatory destined to fail
In a never-ending cycle full of negative thoughts
Playing out the same scene in a repetitive plot
Find myself wishing that I was gone too often
Thinking about all the things that
I never will accomplish
It's then I'm at my weakest
My depression is strongest
And I feel like
I will never overcome it
Think irrational shit, like everybody hates me
Everybody knows I'm a fraud, they look and they see
The place where I'm weak that I've been trying to hide
And they know that I'm lying when I reply that I'm fine
I tell them I am alright, but inside I am dying
Every morning's the worst, feel like I fight with my eyelids
Like maybe if I don't look it won't be real
So I try to block it out with a goalie's skill
Still people ask me, what am I doing with my life
I tell them right now, I am on a hunger strike
Cause waking up, kills my appetite
The memories come rushing back I'm filled with sadness right away
And I don't even know why I get so mad
Feel like I'm being punished don't know what I did so bad
And then somebody comes to me talking about a brighter day
You'll figure it out right, you're a fighter, eh?
Well I don't feel like a fighter today I feel like a punching bag
Whose whole life is a waste
Avoid the mirror Cause I can't stand the sight of my face
And saying that makes me feel like a disgrace
Like I'm weak for telling you about the thoughts that I have
When there are really people out there who have got it twice as bad
And I feel like I'm whining
But I needed to shine a little light inside my mind
So you can see just where I am
So where am I
I am in a dilemma, I feel like what I have said here
Is really self-centered
And I didn't mean for this to go the way that it went
But now I'm thinking maybe someone will relate to this shit
And if so
I guess that'd make it worth it
My embarrassment is a small price for the purchase
Of maybe helping someone that I never have known
To remind you, you are loved and you're never alone
Your depression is a liar, it'll tell you I'm wrong
But I'm not, you are loved and you're never alone
Your depression is a liar, it'll tell you I'm wrong
But I'm not, you are loved and you're never alone
You're never alone, no matter what, you are never alone
You're never alone, no matter what, you are never alone
He is with you and you know it, you're never alone
No matter what, you are never alone
He is with you and you know it, you're never alone
No matter what, you are never alone