my darling, fools gold Lyrics

Night after night feeling the same

Hate and sorrow is just another guy in the mirror I see as a lame

Wondering if I'll give into my dark thoughts, the moment came

The demons have come feel it rum through the grounds

Laughing at all of my pain, Ignoring all the stains

It's not as funny as it sounds

When it happens to you, unsure if you love me hoping you don't hate me

I'm tired of wasting time through insecurities In all these schemes

I'm waiting for you to scream and let the anger out maybe then I'll see

Unaware of what is in front of me

You came as an angel and left like the devil

As I try to unravel while I write with my pencil

Let's talk about the nights we had fun together

Let's vibe, let's vibe, cheddar the moment like treasure

Skies the limit nowhere to measure when it's an adventure

Late night drives, hop on the roof of my car as we sing, as we sing, as we sing

One, two, one, two bottles of whine nothing can outshine our night as we chase the stars

We're shouting, we're bumping to that old school Kanye

Going out, go and party, go in picnics, go in vibe

Show you your worth in all these memories within pictures

And it's a curse when it swerves when we become strangers

Till time drains like pain now I just pour all of my feelings like rain

The moment came, what a shame, what a stain to grasp in your heart

The pain is all dark as you try to piece it together but it's scarred

I just want you to tell me you love me, tell me you care

And all of the feelings you hold dearly is bear the weight

And all of this wasn't just for nothing like numbness

Between two dumbasses that can figure their shit out together

What are feelings? call you a thief 'cause you robbed mine

Questioning my worth at what cost?

When everything I have to lose mostly is what I hold dearly

And not this materialistic shit

Sick of buying for all of my feelings I dig down on this rug

Sick of crying Is all the feelings I mud

As I write and fight for another night

I've been so closed to death to call it a night

And just shutdown

It goes both ways when we're both ignorant

Try to fill an empty heart with everything you bought

But everything you want is what you don't got

Did weed last week in need of more pills

More drinks, more party, more party

More feelings, more feelings

For the guys and girls that replace happiness with lust say it with me

More girls, more girls, more girls

Now the ladies

More guys, more guys, more guys

Damn

Put on a dress we're going out, get the lipstick, dress in all black and all slick

Be back in a quarter of a decade or more 'cause we plan to stay

Fuck don't even put on your makeup

I ought've already make out without your makeup

Shit is so superficial, I just want you to know that you're special

My dear darling