cancer Lyrics

My Ellah

I want you to know that I care and I would lose myself without you

I swear I can act like i'm fine but deep down my feelings dwell if i lose you

When you told me your time is limited and your days are being counted

It was so unexpected all i felt is heart effected, smile defeated, mind corrupted

I erupted 'cause all we created to built just became complicated

I see your faith is faded as I try to keep you afloat as someone I sacred

Your mind is raided, family hatred, rapidly tainted, lost sanity in patience

Question every lesson, question every compliment in a sentence

Wondering if it's out petty, wish I could bury those deadly thoughts

Give you light when the storm comes

Give you sight, give you meaning when the song comes

Give you pride, give you flight, you're dreaming like the angel you are

You fill this empty hole in my universe that's your worth not a curse

'Cause

I would retain all of our memories 'cause if i ever lost you

I would try to freeze the moment and capture time inside a capsule

If I can grasp it and control what happens to it, then I can trap it so no time elapses through it

Just so you can remember the name and everything could feel the same

You're worth it through all of the flame, Ellah

Me pierdo la mente pero no necesito la gente

Porque tu eres mi colega so siempre estarás en frente

'Cause see friends are like one soul in two bodies

I know whatever you want or whatever you need i'm here

You're no longer in fear, no longer alone to feel

This is real when ever you feel like you're about to explode, ready to boil

I feel all of your blood is ready to spoil

Siempre vendre, siempre te encontraré llamame floyd

Con el recoil, whatever is willing to hit we'll put it down the soil

'Cause pen is fill with load of stem 'cause I write for you dear

You're closed to flatline but no you belong here

That's a hard thing for you to swallow

When I tell you matter you think that i'm loco

My friends want me to go out but they never see me show

I rather spend the moment with you watching anime tan pronto

And talk about traveling to tokyo with you por poco y poco

Because eres mi amiga y eres mi mundo

Call you a friend 'cause you're in my side so this where I call home

Whenever i'm alone you will always be in mind I call a "dome"

Pero aun así te atreves a decirme que te quieres suicidar

So deadly with your words

Me muerdo la lengua, mira como retrocede mis emociones

Recuerdos que pierdo pensando que llamaron los ladrones

pero solo son ilusiones del tumor

Cabeza apunto de estallar

Mirala ella, mirala ella se siente un fracaso

Familia no le hace caso

Necesita un abrazo, necesita el amor, necesita el fe

Porque ella se siente ensangrentada, atrapada en su propia cuerpo

Cuál es el precio, cual es el precio

Que estás dispuesto a pagar por cambiar vidas con ella?

Cuál es el precio, cual es el precio

Que estás dispuesto a pagar por cambiar vidas con ella?

Look you think you're a curse, I think you're a gift

How can you think you make my life worse, what a twist

'Cause your perception is the only thing that hurts

But no you don't bring me pain

You came and I accepted friendship

There is no blame, there is no shame

How can you think my time is wasted

When you were closed to your death

My favorite moments were when it was just you and I

How could I ever take that for granted?

That's so inhumane and fucking insane

'Cause

I would retain all of our memories 'cause if i ever lost you

I would try to freeze the moment and capture time inside a capsule

If I can grasp it and control what happens to it, then I can trap it so no time elapses through it

Just so you can remember the name and everything could feel the same

You're worth it through all of the flame, Ellah