Attention Seeker Lyrics

Feels like I'm going insane

I've lost more than I have gained

Cause I wish that I was you

Don't wanna be me anymore

I've been feeling so alone

So close but so far from home

I feel like running away

But I have no where to go

I've been lost in my head

But I want you to know

That I will keep on fighting

Even if I'm ever losing

The person in the mirror

Isn't all that you see

I'll show all of the people

Who sat there doubting me

Sometimes, I feel like giving in

Raising up my white flag, cause I've been

Fighting battles inside my head

Made me numb before I'm dead

Will you still call me an attention seeker?

I got demons that I fight

If I fade and see the light

Will you still call me an attention seeker?

I'm still fighting with my brain

Need to win this war with pain

Holding in all of my secrets

Even if I have someone to tell

I am so sick of myself

It's like I'm living in hell

Drowning myself in bottles

Indulging handfuls of pills

Too many lessons learned

Conquered battles up the hill

If I don't save myself

Then nobody will

If you are just like me

Walking down this lonely road

If you are just like me

Then you are not alone

Sometimes, I feel like giving in

Raising up my white flag, cause I've been

Fighting battles inside my head

Made me numb before I'm dead

Will you still call me an attention seeker?

I got demons that I fight

If I fade and see the light

Will you still call me an attention seeker?

Looking back at how far I've come

I still have a long way to go

Spent so many nights on my own

Left me sleepless now I'm tired of

Fighting battles inside my head

Made me numb before I'm dead

Will you still call me an attention seeker?

I got demons that I fight

If I fade and see the light

Will you still call me an attention seeker?