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I'm tired of running, I'm too slow to win

Oh, I can't quite remember what I'm running from again

So I'll just take a sip of coffee, let the trouble come right in

Sometimes we're just lost before we begin

I had some high hopes, then I fell on further down

Tried to get back on the saddle, but that horse ran out of town

So I picked myself up, and dust off my crown

Sometimes we're better lost than found

I've studied all the windows, the sunlight through the blinds

Measured all the shadows about seven or eight times

But no matter how I trace them, they can never be mine

Just like you

It's easy enough to wake up, but getting harder to live

Oh, this world's a bit too fucked up to imagine having kids

I'm in love with a woman, but I'm crumbling within

I'm just searching

Trying to figure out, what it's there to do

To give this muted heart of mine, a slightly brighter hue

I'm not anybody's someone, feel like everybody's fool

I'm searching

These love songs through the speakers like sand on open wounds

Guess I'll fix myself a joint, try to sing a different tune

But the words just slip away, disappear into the blue

Just like you

I'm ready to remember, ready to begin

Ready to get back to being a man who can learn to love again

Ready to let down these walls that kept this hurt in

I'm ready

It isn't always pretty, sure as hell isn't fast

To get to realizing that this hurt ain't gonna last

With a little bit more time, know the pain is gonna pass

I'm ready