Today Lyrics

Today I'm here to say I give up

Tired of feeling so exhausted

Today I think I'll start saying fuck

And tell my mom I'm no longer Christian

Today I think I'll spiral out of control

Grab a noose and hang low

From the staircase of my neighbors apartment

On display for everyone to see a different side of me

Today, I'm done

Today, no fun

Get me out this hell

That is myself cause I can't take anymore

Today I think I'll start doing drugs

Maybe go drown in a bottle

Today I'll let these voices conduct

My actions no matter how awful

Today I think I'll spiral out of control

Close my eyes and lay low

On the street out behind my apartment

On display for everyone to see this car run over me

Today, I'm done

Today, no fun

Get me out this hell

That is myself cause I can't take anymore

Today

Today

No I don't want to talk about it

Half the time it makes things worse

I'm over all the self help bullshit

Trynna always put god first

Sure tomorrow might be better

But too soon I'll eat those words

Cursing every minor effort

I put in to make this work

Tell me what's the point of struggle

If we all just die alone

Been devoted to the hustle

With not very much to show

All I see is endless effort

With no crossed out dreams or goals

Is it's time I let everything go

At this point I don't know

Today

Today

Get me out this hell

That is myself cause I can't take anymore

Today

Today, today, today

Today, I'm done

Today, no fun

Get me out this hell

That is myself cause I can't take anymore

Of today, today, today, today

Today, today, today