are You there..? Lyrics

Sitting in my car at strip mall

Staring at what google maps calls home

Hit delete wondering what went wrong

On my way to crash on a couch I don't own

Where are you

I was told that you would be here

When I needed you the most

That Everything would be clear

When I can't see where to go

But all I hear is silence

And the whispers of these ghosts

Inside my head

God tell me are you there?

It's been a few years and I've done well

Learned to pick myself up when I fall down

Keep my mouth shut when I need help

It's not like you're someone I can depend on

Where are you

I was told that you would be here

When I needed you the most

That Everything would be clear

When I can't see where to go

But all I hear is silence

And the whispers of these ghosts

Inside my head

God tell me are you there?

I gave you everything I had

And I swear I did everything you asked

Hopeful my faith remained intact

Until I burned out like a match

No one had my back

I was told that you would be here

When I needed you the most

That Everything would be clear

When I can't see where to go

But all I hear is silence

And the whispers of these ghosts

Inside my head

God tell me are you dead