Blackout Lyrics

I feel like I am trapped inside my mind

I think when I'm lost to pass the time

When I speak my words are lost inside a maze

I just wish someone could see me through the haze

Who am I

But sticks and stones and flesh and bone

And why should I try

To fit in when I just feel more alone

Every morning I wake up and feel like I am still the same

Even though the night before I dreamt of fleeing from this pain

Sun is bleeding on my face, but I don't feel its warm embrace

I only feel the distance calling it's not worth the chase

I lay in bed a little while floating high up in the clouds

While the memories ring endlessly like voices in a crowd

I can't tell what they say and I don't care anyway

I just listen to the static while I fade away

I hate that words can't express how we feel

Maybe we're the only ones that feel this way

Broken from the wounds that we can't heal

We never heal

I hope that you can find a way to carry on

If you need me I'll be here from dusk 'till dawn

I'm waiting for the sunrise

Waiting for the moment I can close my eyes

'Cause I just want a way out

Life feels like a roundabout

I know that I'll wake up, and this dream will be a blackout

And I know that I'll stay the same

This sickness is a fire that is burning my brain

So I don't want you staying near

Standing there or laying here

Lest your mind be subject to my flame

I'm not singing this song 'cause I'm in love with you

I only sing because I know it's true

You know what I am going through

Even when I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do

Every morning I wake up and feel like I am still the same

Even though the night before I dreamt of fleeing from this pain

Sun is bleeding on my face, but I don't feel its warm embrace

I only feel the distance calling it's not worth the chase

I lay in bed a little while floating high up in the clouds

While the memories ring endlessly like voices in a crowd

I can't tell what they say and I don't care anyway

I just listen to the static while I fade away

I'm waiting for the sunrise

Waiting for the moment I can close my eyes

'Cause I just want a way out

Life feels like a roundabout

I know that I'll wake up, and this dream will be a blackout

And I know that I'll stay the same

This sickness is a fire that is burning my brain

So I don't want you staying near

Standing there or laying here

Lest your mind be subject to my flame

Every morning I wake up and feel like I am still the same

Even though the night before I dreamt of fleeing from this pain

Sun is bleeding on my face, but I don't feel its warm embrace

I only feel the distance calling it's not worth the chase

I lay in bed a little while floating high up in the clouds

While the memories ring endlessly like voices in a crowd

I can't tell what they say and I don't care anyway

I just listen to the static while I fade away