Meltdown Lyrics

Sitting on the bathroom floor no shirt no clothes

Got me rithin' 'round the floor like this

Don't know what I'm doing anymore like this

It's like my body wants to run away but mind is gonna stay

I'm not feelin' okay

I feel two different ways in the same day

Makes me wanna runaway

Runaway way way way

At the same time I got no fight not feelin' alright

And I'm seein' but I'm losing my sight

Feel like screamin' but no words are comin' out

And so I just might

And so I just might

I think that I'm having a meltdown

Mouth open but I'm makin' no sound

I don't know what's happenin' right now

But the ringin' in my head is getting loud

I feel this building pressure

I feel it crushing my head

Feels like I'm floating in the aether

And I hate it so I wanna go to bed

It's like I'm slowly going 'round inside myself inside this cell

Inside this prison of my mind

If there's a way out I can't tell

Can't tell can't tell won't tell you anyway

I wanna cry I wanna scream I wanna shout I wanna sleep

But my body feels weak

I can't deal with these emotions any longer than this

How will I live another week?

I feel both a push and a pull

I'm being torn apart

I don't know what I can do

I'm losing track of my heart

I'm losing my heart beat

I think that I'm having a meltdown

Mouth open but I'm makin' no sound

I don't know what's happenin' right now

But the ringin' in my head is getting loud

I feel this building pressure

I feel it crushing my head

Feels like I'm floating in the aether

And I hate it so I wanna go to bed

What is happenin'? I'm losing my mind

I'm lookin' for a reference point that I can't find

Up is down and left is right colours shifting black is white

Feel like I am spinnin' when I'm straight

So I cannot wait

I can't tell what's goin' on am I repeating words?

Can't tell anymore I see in shapes but all the lines are blurred

Hands are feet and eyes are ears

It feels like seconds turn to years

My mind is meltin' down

While I am holding back my tears

Sitting on the bathroom floor no shirt no clothes

Got me rithin' 'round the floor like this

Don't know what I'm doing any more like this

It's like my body wants to run away but mind is gonna stay

I'm not feelin' okay

I feel two different ways in the same day

Makes me wanna get up and runaway