Realizing ft. Katya Naphtali Lyrics

Ladies, gentleman and my nonbinary folks while we are on this ride please keep your hands, legs, comments and thoughts to yourself

Bring your tissues, your journal and your accountability

Enjoy

You say I'm wrong

Maybe I'm the reason

We don't get along

I picked a fight

Once or twice

I don't always like to play nice

Said some things behind your back

I thought I was just stating facts

Played the victim in my songs

I was the problem all along

Guess I thought I wasn't good enough

Our friendship started getting rough

Little things I said weren't fair to you

If I were you I would leave too

I don't

Know what

To do

To do

To do

I don't

know what

To do

To do

To do

Journaled all day

Questioned my ways

Tryna figure out when it got so bad

Took a trip to the past

But it wasn't a blast

I've been doing this for some time

I think I needa take a break

I've been filled with so much hate

And I know this ain't my purpose

But as of late I've been feeling less deserving

Of any kind of love

That doesn't worsen

And I'm observant

And very certain

I force myself to just pretend

I'm really such a good friend

Guess I thought it would just fix itself

Now our love is somewhere on the shelf

Feeling like there's nothing for me to do

Everything we had was in school

Maybe I can't right my wrongs

But I can write a brand new song

Change the story all together

Battle through all the bad weather

I don't

know what

To do

To do

To do

I don't

know what

To do