TRYING TO ACHIEVE Lyrics

Things are getting worse. It's a curse that my ex put on me.

She want me dead for the crimes I committed. Hurts me that I'm still living.

Deserve to die a long time ago, try to die a long time ago.

But here am still living. They want me dead. Or that's what I thought.

It's in my head cause I had no friends, no account for this situation.

You're unreliable. No one's talking to me. No one talked to me

And now I'm alone. And now I'm alone. But let's stay focused

And now I'm alone. And now I'm alone. But let's stay focused

Dropped out of school because I mentally wasn't there

Tried to hurt myself because I thought they wouldn't care

The truth is I was stressed with unrealistic expectations.

Want to win so badly and I'm hurt by those expectations.

And I'm sad now because I want the best. I haven't achieved that.

Yes, I'm emotional. I'm passionate. I want the best. I need the best.

And I'm sad now because I want the best. I haven't achieved that.

Yes, I'm emotional. I'm passionate. I want the best. I need the best.

Want to leave a legacy to the younger generation

Stay away from me. I'm a monster of my own making.

I feel like everyone has abandoned me. This is my cry for help.

Please save me from myself

Want to leave a legacy to the younger generation

Stay away from me. I'm a monster of my own making.

Everything that I worked so hard to achieve

I think it's a curse that my ex put on me.