FULL OF REGRETS Lyrics

Standing here, thinking about my thoughts

It's so crazy how much time I lost

How many times I gave myself up

To people who don't have good intentions

And I thought about it

Why was I so upset?

I should've focused on me

Here's the scenario

It was December 2021

I was being tough cuz the world got me down

Cutting people off

Love doing that it's my motto

Why did the world get me down?

I let people take advantage of my money

I really didn't want to die broke

Trying to be rich since the day I was born

Go through the tough times to be better

Go through the tough times to be better

I couldn't handle my emotions

I showed you my inner thoughts

I told my brother I was depressed

I'm still paranoid that he's looking to this day

Looking at my stuff, I told them no

But I gotta let go

Sitting here, thinking about my thoughts

It's so crazy how much time I lost

How many times I gave myself up

To people who don't have good intentions

And I thought about it

Why was I so upset?

I should've focused on me

Here's the scenario

It was May 2022

I spilled my food and I'm a perfectionist

Every mistake makes me think I'm less than

My mom got angry

My brother sitting like he don't care

Why won't I kill myself if he don't care

I can't help but think he wanted attention

He wanted to look at my stuff

Wanna me out cause he knew I was there

Like I said, he really didn't care

I stayed at the hospital twice

So sad that I wasted my life

So sad that I wasted my time

Want to be successful gotta stay on the grind

Thoughts kill me this I know

But I gotta learn to let go

Gotta learn to let go

Gotta learn to let go

This I know

Gotta learn to let go

Gotta learn to let go

Gotta learn to let go

This I know

Gotta learn to let go

I have dreams get my PhD then win with music

Best new artist of the year award

I gotta do more I gotta be more

Think about my legacy where I'm supposed to be

Every setback, sets me back

Every day is important and that's a fact

Leave me alone I don't want you back

Gotta let go and that's a fact

Gotta let go and that's a fact

Gotta let go and that's a fact

Gotta let go and that's a fact

Gotta let go

Gotta learn to let go

Gotta learn to let go

This I know

Gotta learn to let go

Gotta learn to let go

Gotta learn to let go

This I know

Gotta learn to let go