Sorrow Lyrics

So I drive and reminisce under city lights

Under the neon lights

And when our particles pulled us apart

Who knew that come tomorrow

That we'd be singing in sorrow

Its been a few months since you been gone

I've been going through it

I'm just trying to stay strong

How could you leave us

Calm and cool on the surface

But inside I feel worthless

You see I can't help feeling like this

Cause Mom is barely getting by

And dad has turned to drugs not even caring for life

Not a single day has passed that I don't cry

Because big brother couldn't take it

Look at all these desperate faces longing just to see yours again

Not just my brother but my best friend

I cant comprehend what was going through your mind that night

It cast a shadow so dark I'm still here looking for the light

All I see around me is foreign faces

I'm in foreign places

When I think about you my heart starts racing

I'm wasting away

Telling everybody I feel fine

But I can't seem to clear my mind so

I drive and reminisce under city lights

Under the neon lights

And when our particles pulled us apart

Who knew that come tomorrow

That we'd be singing in sorrow

Sitting solo and sipping

I'm tripping slurring these words

See I'm swerving on the freeway man I miss you beyond words

My friends are making efforts to get me to a therapist

Can't get a grip an endless list of insecurities are gonna eat me alive

Can't seem to swallow my pride just need you by my side

You swore you were down for the ride I would've died for you

But now I only seem to cry for you

I knew your lies and saw through them too

How could I know the extent of your misery

Now miserably I'm here till death greets me and I'm free

I just wanna know how you could leave your family

Said I just wanna know how could you leave

All I feel is sorrow When I hear your name

All I feel is sorrow that you had to hide your pain

You see I trusted you to always be my side

I can't seem to clear my mind so

I drive and reminisce under city lights

Under the neon lights

And when our particles pulled us apart

Who knew that come tomorrow

That we'd be singing in sorrow

Longing (longing) to see your image through the broken glass

under the shattered mirror

Promises never held any weight now you're free

Why did you leave

My angel finally grew his wings

Sink in a cycle of wondering every night without you

What if I lose me too