Anxiety Lyrics

Isolation never felt this sweet

An addict for the next release

Up all night I think I found my peace

So when they come lookin for me

Tell 'em he fell off medication

All the talkin heads locked him down incarcerated

I know, a homie needs the help and it hurts me sometimes

To see the home that he calls a hell

I've hurt myself today

And others in my way

Care too much or too little

Call me bad harmony

Caught up in the middle of the storm

So I pack my bags and go

Where no one will ever know

How he ended the show

Saving everybody from these tragic woes in my head!

The beast that burdens me call him bad company

Got me sitting waiting thinking somebody gonna hit a burglary

Or murder me I'm nervous see me shake and shiver

Quivering ready to pull the trigger

Scenarios shuffling clouding my mind

Intertwined with the trauma and stress of these times

Can't even go in public without gripping the nine

Afraid to end up as the next headline

And if not now maybe then next time

Ya see it doesn't help that I hear this voice

Cause then I start to thinking on these suicidal ploys

I can't block out the noise because then another joins

(Fuck it kill 'em all)

Why can't I be normal

Instead I'm another immoral mortal

With a horrible mind

It's dangerous as a field of land mines

And with this Glock 9 I'll land mine right upside my dome

It doesn't matter cause I'm always alone

So if you're hearing this I just want you to know

I've hurt myself today

And others in my way

Care too much or too little call me bad harmony

Caught up in the middle of the storm

So I pack my bags and go

Where no one will ever know

How he ended the show

Saving everybody from these tragic woes in my head!

Freak the fuck out

Left on read please don't play that make pretend

Paranoid losin threads spiral down the watershed

Fill my lungs chronic smoke, hand is shakin uncontrolled who was that

Just a dream but everything ain't what it seem

Life's a game fuck around find out what it's all about

Shadow self havin doubts suffocate to drown it out

And kill the noise kill the noise I can't concentrate my voice

Is anybody there? Only choice left is death!

Cause everyday playing out like a bad dream on a tag team

With a jonesing mad fiend That's laughing all the way to the dealer

And now it's blasting all the way through ya speaker

Hope you're catching and grasping this ether

Just So you can understand the wicked creature that is my mind

I've hurt myself today

And others in my way

Care too much or too little call me bad harmony

Caught up in the middle of the storm

So I pack my bags and go

Where no one will ever know

How he ended the show

Saving everybody from these tragic woes in my head!