Red Tears Lyrics

Communication has left the station as I'm late to realise

The blatant hesitation hiding in your eyes

Smiling as you manifest, naive but careful interest

Pretending that you can digest the things you'd rather just forget

Then paranoia says to me, you're just that brat with BPD

No one will take you seriously when you react like you're still three

Tears are red but they don't fall from your eyes

You find yourself dealing with death but there's no compromise

So take me away, I don't want today

How can I say I don't want to remain in this brain of mine

Please give me a sign

that it's okay to go

I'm in pain and you know

Please somebody show me the way to find a way out tonight

Cos I cannot stay in this state of mind

If I promise I'm responsive, please call off the men in coats

Your awkwardness is uglier than what's just left my throat

I'm so sorry if it scares you when depression overflows

Don't judge until you know how it feels to need to go

Don't run away or freak out when I say

I'm a no one, get me out of here

Every single day

it's just a trick of the brain to say

Hey, you've got some cells that are slightly astray

Tears are red but they don't fall from your eyes

You find yourself dealing with death but there's no compromise

So take me away, I don't want today

How can I say I don't want to remain in this brain of mine

Please give me a sign that it's okay to go

I'm in pain and you know

Please somebody show me the way to find a way out tonight

Cos I cannot stay in this state of mind

But then I feel you pull me away from the light

Back into the dark and back into the fight

To make my mark on myself again

So I know where I've been and I know I need help

So take me away, let's forget about today

Still how can I say I don't want to remain in this brain of mine

Yes, I know with time

That once I've found my smile I'll be fine for a while

Till the thoughts start to pile and the storm gets too wild

then it's end of free trial but I'll wake up where I am supposed to be

When it's my time and that light is for me