Melancholy Changes Lyrics

Sometimes I cry in the shower

Because I don't have any power

I hope I'll make it through the hour

I want it to stop but it gets louder

Sometimes I lie in bed at night

Wondering if I'll die in a fight

Please take it from this world

I want to go where its bright

Sometimes I hope I pass before sunrise

All my life I've been telling lies

I can't look myself in my own eyes

I hate it so I disguise

Why

Why

Why couldn't it have been me

Why

Why

Make me blind to not see

Why

Why

Give me burns to the third degree

Why

Why

Somebody do it that's my decree

I'm alone

I'm alone

I'm alone

I'm alone

I remember double sleeping bags

Reading poems by my dad

I couldn't sleep that night

Wondering when it goes bad

The starry sky was beautiful

Couldn't help but show emotion

It was that same year

That my life became an explosion

I lost one here I lost one there

But I wanted to know where

Do I belong am I worth it

Was life really fair

This mask that I call myself

Has morphed into a demon

What is life what's it about

Does it really have a meaning

I remember

I remember

I'm alone

I'm alone

I remember late nights with Walter

I remember sitting in the lineup

I remember when I had dreams

I remember when life meant something

I remember

I'm alone