Hopeless Romanticism Lyrics

I saw you through that fog on the ground

Approached you, said hi, I thought I was being too loud

It clicked kinda fast, I talked to you that whole day

I couldn't think clearly, my mind was in disarray

You knew who I was, I got this other chick that I'm digging

But if I could I would be at your place we would be kicking

Then that one night me and that one chick was kissing

But I didn't know a whole lot about what I was missing

A couple months passed, I didn't see you that much

I wished I had said something, maybe take you out to lunch

I felt kinda stupid, wear a hat that said dunce

I couldn't say it but I wanted your touch

Then that shiner came out, temps kinda getting high

I met a girl, we kicked it lots that I can't deny

I didn't know where I was, kinda confused

I didn't know where I was, my head was filled with lies

Then those seven hours returned in the form of W

I had been there before, it wasn't really nothing new

Only thing that was different was that now you were there too

I was getting nervous, palms sweaty, ain't know what to do

I saw you that first day and I fell for it again

I got your ten digits, didn't know what would happen then

Three hours later I'm debating deleting or hitting send

Should I hit you up or save it, boys impatient, where you been

I sent a hey with a couple of Ys

Little did I know you were into a couple of guys

I didn't think I had a chance, at least in my eyes

But to my surprise I kept getting replies

I hit you up and asked to kick it

You text me back and say let's get it

I didn't have a plan

I just wanted to get with it

We went back to the crib

And we kicked it a bit

Now you know where I live

Now I'm thinking oh crap

After that it was a blur, flashing lights, and fast movement

We were talking a lot, I liked you, didn't need to prove it

I was moving too fast, like that Benz I need to cool it

I wanted to be together, grateful that it wasn't ruined

I was gonna make a move didn't know what I was doing

I'm older now, but I look back and still feel stupid

I knew the signs, I saw 'em lots, I was pretty much fluent

I knew that it was pretty much gone, I knew that I blew it

We hung out one more time before I knew it was over

It was late at night, thought there might be something left there

But in the end there was no more, kinda like being sober

We stopped talking for a bit, it was kinda hard to bare

I deleted your number, didn't need you anymore

Saw you around and at lunch, It made me kinda sore

I felt like an idiot, there was always that other door

The evils of Lucy climbing up the walls and in the floor

I got away from it barely

It was really quite scary

Lucy almost got me

It was called unfairly

But in the end I made it out

I fought for what life was about

Getting on board, skating tons

But come to find out

You and this other homie had been kickin it a lot

You just ended things, saw on opportunity for a spot

We started talking again But could it be a secret plot

I don't really know, but I hope it's not

I saw you in the hall

It was a stare not a gaze

It was a stare that I recall

Had ended things that way

I just want you in my life

I don't really want a wife

Just someone to talk too

Wouldn't that be nice

Could we ever be together

Even when it's hotter weather

Couldn't we be the center

I promise that I'll surrender

I'm scared that I'll lose you

I'm scared that I'll use you

I'm scared of myself

But I won't abuse you

I see it through the window pane

You are always in my brain

It's hard to stay sane

When you are always in my lane

I'm sorry

I'm sorry