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Life would be so much easier if I was beautiful

If I was better at what I do best

I bet I'm not the only one who feels this

But in my feed I feel ashamed

Attraction to my own personality

To the thing staring back at me

Why's it so damn hard to look back

Distraction, I find my own happiness

From pulling it out of others

Why can't I be happy all alone

(attraction)

I've done it I've become so much beautiful

I've filled the void inside my life

The potholes filled with gratitude for the beautiful

Tar drenched but still I am alive

(Attraction) Where's the love I've been looking for

Sympathy so much more than before

But I am who counts

(Distraction) Maybe I was always beautiful

Missing out on those beautiful moments

With those who truly count

Pull myself away from everyone else

Give myself the care that I need

Peel away the layers of disdain written across my skin

Find myself missing

(Attraction) To my own personality

To the thing staring back at me

Why's it so damn hard to look back

(Distraction) Maybe I was always beautiful

Missing out on those beautiful moments

With those who truly count, oh

I can't look back at who I was before

I can't look back at who I was before

I can't look back at who I was before

I can't look back at who I was before