S.T.U.D.Y Lyrics

My mind is coasting, I'm feeling down tonight

I wanna eat the cake but I don't have an appetite

I need to focus and I think maybe my brain's fried

I left the crib and then I took a little drive

To get my mind right, the city goes by

While I'm stuck doing nothing with my f**king life

I'm a dying star dimming in the dead sky

You broke my heart when you said goodbye

A college dropout, nothing to brag about just a choice I made, to make myself proud

I'm a quiet guy, who's hella loud

Got that fire and that smoke spewing from my mouth

I really wanna fade away into obscurity

So I can avoid all of life responsibilities

I'm standing on a ledge and the void looks promising

I'm not gonna jump so please stop bothering me

I got to get out of my head

I got to get out of my head

I got to get out of my head

I got to get out of my head

I always feel lonely in a crowded room

But I never felt lonely standing next to you

We had each other's backs, now what do I do

With all these f**king memories I have of you

I should've swallowed my pride and stopped telling lies

My insecurities are the reason why

I ended up pushing you right out my life It's my own damn fault I'm not satisfied

So, guess I write another song about you, bout you

Hopefully it'll help me move past you, past you

Hope it make me better so I can make it through this weather

Getting caught in the rain because I lost my umbrella

Understand that I'm not trying to get you back

I just missed you, that is all and I know that is wack

But I have to let you know because it's holding me back

But I guess that happens when you're stuck in the past

I'm f**ked up

Smoke too much, drink too much

Oh, I'm f**ked up

Smoke too much, think too much

Oh, I'm f**ked up

Smoke too much, drink too much

Oh, I'm f**ked up

Smoke too much, think too much

I really wanna fade away into obscurity

So I can forget all these motherf**king memories

I'm standing on a ledge and the void looks promising

I'm not gonna jump, I'm not gonna jump

I am gonna jump so don't try and stop me

I always feel lonely in a crowded room but I never felt lonely standing next to you

We had each other's backs now what do I do

With all these f**king memories I have of you

As my lips touch this bottle I wish it was yours

I wanna call you up but I hit the floor

I'm covered head to toe with these scars and these sores

I don't wanna feel this pain anymore so

Guess I'll write another song about you, about you

Hopefully it'll help me move past you, past you

Hope it make me better so I can make it through this weather

Getting caught in the rain because I lost my umbrella

I really wanna fade away into obscurity

So I can forget all these motherf**king memories

I'm standing on a ledge and the void looks promising

I am gonna jump so don't try and stop