B.R.E.A.K Lyrics

It's hard facing reality I try to do right but somehow everyone's

still mad at me I'm reliving a tragedy

I'm getting real lit and I'm still my own worst enemy

I'm losing my mortality Drowning in abyss, no light

Just darkness all around me Draining me emotionally

My feelings going numb, who I'm supposed to be

I've been stabbed in the back and lied to the face

Universal payback for the mistakes that I made

So I take another hit to hide away from the pain

It's hard to sleep at night with all the screaming in my brain

I can't break out these chains I'm succumbing to my rage

I'm almost 28, I'm still stuck on the same page

My world just got apocalyptic I just spilt my pot to piss in

Always feel like something's missing When I'm awake at 4 in the morning

The sun has died, it's cold outside I took a ride, don't know where I'm going

Look at the sky wanna cry the blood rains drops continues to pour and

I need a sign if I'm doing right Cause I feel unimportant

Where are you going at four in the morning

I can't lose my temper, I can't throw a tantrum

My name is not Danny, but I am a phantom

I don't have the wit, nor I don't have the banter

I just need some structures, just like my stanzas

I'm going bananas, I'm starting to panic

These peaches are bringing me back to old habits

Chasing these melons is making me careless

I'm tossing a salad without a hairnet

I wanna take the time to rewind, that's irrelevant

I loved a demon with brown eyes thought she was heaven sent

I never wanted to say goodbye But she really did, I guess I gotta let that love die

I learned my lesson kid

See you every time I close my eyes, can someone stop this sh*t

Now we're both living different lives, but I'm stumbling

Here we go, another sleepless night, pop an E again

Chase it down with LSD, so I never see again

I wanna take the time to rewind, that's irrelevant

I loved a demon with brown eyes thought she was heaven sent

I never wanted to say goodbye But she really did, I guess I gotta let that love die

I learned my lesson kid

See you every time I close my eyes, can someone stop this sh*t

Now we're both living different lives, but I'm stumbling

Here we go, another sleepless night, pop an E again

Chase it down with LSD, so I never breathe again

I down another bottle, keep the memories from egressing

Feeling kinda hollow from the emotions I'm repressing

Lost my will to live, so the darkness I'm injecting

I'm dying on the inside, I'm a zombie on the surface

I'm losing motivation, don't wanna keep death waiting

I don't want a life that only leads to frustration

Call me malpractice, cause I'm losing all my patience

I try to play God in a glitchy simulation

I don't know who I'm meant to be, I'm caught up in my suffering

What's the point of happiness if it only leads to misery

Running from my past as it's slowly catches up to me

Getting trampled by my actions, this the taste of my defeat

Don't know what's got a hold of me, I'm losing all control

You see, I'm falling overboard and I'm floating in the open sea

Laying with the chums as the shark slowly approaches me

There's no need to write my story, just write me out of history

I'm a king without his crown, and my kingdom's falling down

Can't nobody save me now, the darkness has invaded now

Need to make it underground, stay and fight this pain somehow

Have to get away, so the darkness doesn't take me now

Made my way straight through the back, then I slipped right through the cracks

Feeling like a maniac, I jump right on my horse's back

Then the darkness pulled me back, I can't escape, I'm feeling trapped

This is what I think about

When I'm awake at four in the morning

The sun has died, it's cold outside, I took a ride

Don't know where I'm going

Look at the sky wanna cry the blood rain drops continues to pour and

I need a sign if I'm doing right, cause I feel unimportant

What are you going at four in the morning