E263 ft. Sam Biehn Lyrics

I've been practicing piano, but I'm picking up kalimba

I am so homesick, take me back to December

Gotta have a lot of jackets if you black in the winter

Cause the ash will hold you back from feeling spectacular

I know I've been sinning, I feel like I bit the apple

Maybe it's this iPhone, maybe it's this MacBook

AirPods on, please don't start a conversation with me

And I know my church back home, been praying for me

Going for the Lakers, rest in peace to Kobe Bryant

No lying, I spent 40 minutes in my whip, crying

When I heard about the crash I just sat there with my engine off

Music still playing, battery draining, four hours later

And my car wouldn't start, I'm getting my life together, but I'm falling apart

I can't explain to you the feelings, that's all in my heart, I just wanna give up, but I can't

When I was six I knew the world would be bricks, that's why I keep an eye out for the tricks

And yo

When I was eight I knew I was gonna be great, and that's still the truth to this day

When I was ten, I knew I had it within, that's why I took it all to the chin

When I was twelve, I knew the world would be hell

but through it all, somehow I prevailed

At 21, I packed all my stuff and went out of state

At 24, I found out I got a kid on the way

He in good hands, dog, cliff on the way don't even trip, he okay

I'm proud of you, know that nothing could ever get in the way

I ask God for the strength just to get through the day, same ish just different day

But I'm still living away from home, couldn't see the plan at the time

When I was nine, I knew that everything would be fine

But I still get anxiety don't wanna be by myself

I can't fake a smile no more, and it's easy to tell

In a room full of people, I don't feel like myself

Tell me how does time at Bible college feel like hell

Over exaggerating, you know I'm just playing God

I thank you every chance I get for all that weight I lost

I dropped 36 pounds, but still feel the weight on my shoulder

I'm done feeling so down man I just can't wait till this over

When I was six I knew the world would be bricks, that's why I keep an eye out for the tricks

And yo

When I was eight, I knew I was gonna be great, and that's still the truth to this day

When I was ten, I knew I had it within, that's why I took it all to the chin

When I was twelve, I knew the world would be hell, but through it all somehow I prevailed

Foot on the gas, I be flying sometimes

I think about crashing when I'm driving sometimes

Say that I'm doing good, but I be lying sometimes,

I miss the rain back home, I'm so tired of sunshine

Living out of state, turn my mind to a mud pile

If I make it back home, it's like surviving gunfire

I know God is in control, his plan I fully don't know

And he the only reason

I've been smiling sometimes