LAST OF THE REAL Lyrics

Yeah, this for last of the real, man

I moved away from all my friends and I created more in another state

Now I feel like they're gone too, either across the state, another state, or even across the world

I have to remind myself that most things don't last forever

There's only so few of us left

Last of the real, you feel me?

Okay

Things ain't been the same since all the homies left

I've been so alone, can't even eat, man

I am so depressed

I used to drink soda less

I turned back to my Coping-Mechs

I gained all this weight back

XL Tee, that's why I'm overdressed

I feel like I'm close to less

I used to have way more friends

Hard not to feel hopeless, trapped in your room on the weekend

But I talked to my girl about it

Tears flow from my eyes

She grabbed my hand and said, God's got you

And I know she right

I try to stay occupied to avoid thoughts in my mind

But it's hard when I'm alone and it's quiet and I'm tired

I get in my car and drive

Think about when I caught the bus

Don't want to go back to those times

But man, I can't even front

If I could, I would go back

Not to be broke, but to reminisce

When all my friends was broke and there wasn't many differences

Dap them up when they got on

We're cool because we all struggling to gain some friendships back

I probably would catch the bus again

You know what I mean

It was like that 2013 to 2016 era

That was like some of the best years that I took for granted, man

I used to hate catching the bus

It just, you know, it felt embarrassing

But that was, you know, I was really like the first one out of my friends to get a car

And then years later, I took it and I drove it to another state

And now I'm in my car wishing I was on the bus again

It feels silly

I think I'm broken

Every day my head is beating

Water and ibuprofen, but can't take it because I ain't eat yet

Talk myself into lunch

I'm getting better at cooking

I'd invite some friends over, but look

See, I don't know yet

I'm not going to lie, life's hard because half my friends is co-ed

Distance myself out of respect, and I really hope they know that

It don't mean I'm not there for them, even if I'm far away

I cried last night about this, and it really makes my heart ache

I don't got too many guy friends that I'm close to since I moved

I mean, there's guys here, that is cool, and I don't mean to be rude

But not many understand me because we come from different roots

I mean, it's like a few, but it's like maybe three or two

I don't really have a mentor or somebody to pour into me

I meet with grown folks every now and then, but no consistency

I know that people love me and that no one owes me anything

But God, I pray that you will bring more people to be friends with me