Not As Strong Lyrics

I don't want to be different than everyone else

But I don't know how to change it

I'm not as strong as I want to be

What if all of you saw me

For who I am

Would you still say that you love me

I'm not as strong as I want to be

Getting tired of feeling alone

But I don't know where to begin

It's been too long keeping all this inside me

How do I let them in

Give me the courage, though I don't deserve it

To admit that I'm lost and need help

I'm not as strong as I want to be

Beyond my comprehension

They are your mercies for me

But I can't seem to embrace them

I'm not as strong as I want to be

When I'm broken and needy

Can they carry my grief

I don't know how to trust them

I'm not as strong as I want to be

Getting tired of feeling alone

But I don't know where to begin

It's been too long keeping all this inside me

How do I let them in

Give me the courage, though I don't deserve it

To admit that I'm lost and need help

I'm not as strong as I want to be

A record is broken playing the same song

A cycle that stays on repeat

Not wanting to burden makes me a burden

To the ones who love who they see

To the ones who are fighting for me

I'm not as strong as I want to be

I'm not as strong as I want to be

I'm not as strong as I want to be