Myself Lyrics

I dont even like myself

I dont even trust myself

I just be by myself

I just wanna end myself

All this time man i have been in my feelings

Ive been doin so much work but not much healing

Everyday on my own im just staring at the ceiling

Lookin for a way out n on my knees im kneeling

I dont even like myself

I dont even trust myself

I just be by myself

I just wanna end myself

Stuck in this place n i feel like a misfit

I had my chance but it went past n i missed it

Hearin voices in my head n im tryna resist it

Tellin me things that i know r not true

Bringin me down now i feel so blue

Stuck in this place dont know how to move

Lost in my ways dont know what to do

Always alone

Everyday its just me in my home

Cant find a way out of this zone

Feelin all this pain deep in my bones

Heart turned to stone

All the love i once had now is gone

Lookin back man i should have know

Now i feel that my life ive thrown

28 years dropped too many tears

Hiding in my place behind my fears

I lost the wheel so i cant even steer

My vision so blurred so i cant see clear

I dont even like myself

I dont even trust myself

I just be by myself

I just wanna end myself