ventolin (alpine) Lyrics

There is something in my home that's holding me here

I give it water, feed its bones, still it wraps around me

Yes, I know where I should go to release myself

Underwater, getting older, broken shelves

And I've been wanting to unbottle

Digging into the snow

Riding along with you

Needing something to tell

Feet itchy, unwell

Cigarette ashes fell

Something out there on the sea flashing blue and green

Cream and you are underneath something imitating me

Egg shells like the autumn leaves crashing tambourines

Threnody of thrushes sing my ears cacophony

Letting everything become hell

Hearing your death knell

Nail, coffin, muddy trail

Bottom of a well

Someone down here come and help

Move your body, move yourself

'Cause you were busy ironing, the tears fell down your cheek

Standing in the doorway yelling I go brush my teeth

There is something in my home, think that it's a ghost

Sometimes, when I'm all alone, I catch its smell

Head is wobbly, eyes are blurry, I am scared

Is it memory of the bloody mess in there?

Making something of myself

Being able to sleep well

Trusting you for help

Wanting to unbottle

Learning to do it so

I'm not overwhelmed

Hit me hard and as I yell the tears roll down your cheek

I sleepwalk later that night, naked and in a dream

Nighttime fear plus Ventolin, just trying to breathe

Something silent in the night, I try to forget it

Oh, oh, oh, oh

I try to forget it

Oh, oh, oh, oh

I try to forget it

Oh, oh

I try to forget it

Oh, oh

I try