Stuttering Grief Lyrics

I build a wall, make a waterfall of fears and trials just for me

No one come in and listen to the din of terror and mercury

I stay in my lane and listen to the gray of the clouds far away for something to placate me

I see the future and it roots deep through my chest, down my veins into misery

I collapse down now, my nerves are all frazzled and dashed out to the sea

My chest deepened into concrete, through the slabs and through the wobbly cobbled pavement trapping me

A week no relief, just stuttering grief

I find my release so glad

A week no relief, just stuttering grief

I find my release so glad

There's a town out there without words or noise or violence

They take you in and put your coat on a hook

They pour you a beer and say sit over here as they tell you all about how good you look

And there's a place inside where your heart divides in two

They're both dining rooms but in one of them you can smoke too

There's loosened collars and empty bottles and a weak scent of lavender and dirty shoes

A week no relief, just stuttering grief

I find my release so glad

A week no relief, just stuttering grief

I find my release so glad

A week no relief, just stuttering grief

I find my release so glad

A week no relief, just stuttering grief

I find my release so glad