Neon Tears ft. 巡音ルカ Lyrics

Lost in my mind, can't find my way

The world around me fades to gray

Thoughts of you, they haunt my dreams

Can't escape, it seems

The memories of us, they linger on

Like a sweet poison, I can't move on

The love we shared, it was so real

But now it's just an empty deal

I sink again on a bitter night

I don't want to live, I don't want to fight

I really love you, But I hate my fears

They just make me spill, a thousand neon tears

The end feels so close, like the pillow that I hug

While I cry non-stop, i'm so fucked up

The world feels so cold, and I don't feel my soul

I'm dying in this hole, this hole called love

I wish I could turn back time

And make you mine, all mine

But the past is gone, and so are you

Left with nothing, what can I do?

I sink again on a bitter night

I don't want to live, I don't want to fight

I really love you, But I hate my fears

They just make me spill, a thousand neon tears

Drugs and depression, my constant companions

Trying to numb the pain, but it just keeps on comin'

Love was the drug that kept me high

Now that it's gone, I'm left to die