My World... III Lyrics

trying to get through this again, i´m so tired

The razor fills me with hate, wants to be used for my pain.

Why can I never be with the one that my heart choose?

No one cares about my life, I´m just left to lose.

"First, love yourself," now self-hate's what I face,

"Change your habits," and now music hold my pain's place.

"Get a job," now I have, but she's not by my side,

"Maybe she wasn't the one," but to me, she was my guide...

Girl, can't you see? Or must I bleed to care?

Every fucking day, for you I´m in this hell.

hate me if you need, curse me if you must,

But don't push me out your life, let me feel your lust.

Throw me to the trash, because i´m nothing...

Throw me from your heart, because I don´t deserve it...

You like to be in control, right my dear?

Go ahead, take the blade and split my veins here.

Cause I never deserved your love or your care,

Now all I have left is just sorrow and despair

You were my world, destiny's chosen path,

Why did you ruin it, flee in wrath?

The world is so small, yet we couldn't meet,

This can't be real, in pain I retreat.

I'm lost within my sorrow, drowning in regret,

I wish I could forget you, but I can't just yet.

The nights are cold and empty, Your warmth is what I miss,

I wonder if you ever think, of our promised kiss.

I always fought for love, wanting something true,

But I won't keep fighting if you're playing dirty too.

Don't you miss me? Weren't you happy with me?

Answer me one thing, dear, I need clarity:

Do you think of my lips when you kiss him at night?

Do you think of my hands when you hold him tight?

Do you think of me when you're with him in bed?

When you yell "I love you," are those words for me instead?

If I'm honest with myself, I fell for a whore,

But you don't know how it hurts, needing you all along.