Eight Years Lyrics

In stasis

I wait here patiently

The shadows, they pull from the cracks and the seams of my reality

You're my paralysis demon

When I slumber, you lie in wait

And as I begin to drift off, you materialize in that shape

I'm afraid to look in the mirror in the dark

I am terrified of what I'll see

Of someone standing behind me

It's irrational, but I can't shake

The feeling, paranoia

Of what is in the corner

(Making friends, getting cozy with my worst fears)

Making friends, getting cozy with my worst fears

Long forgotten memories resurfacing

And how it ever got so bad, I'll never know

How I got out alive, a miracle

I don't wanna hate you

You're my paralysis demon

When I slumber, you lie in wait

And as I begin to drift off, you materialize in that shape

A question appears in my mind as I realize what's happening to me

Will I wake up one day and not break free?

Will she fully consume me?

I'm afraid to look in the mirror in the dark

I am terrified of what I'll see

Of someone standing behind me

It's irrational, but I can't shake

The feeling, paranoia

Of what is in the corner

In stasis

I wait here patiently

The shadows, they pull from the cracks and the seams of my reality

An impasse between fighting and being fought

Where the crimson blackness is bottled up and never dealt with

It's my fault