may fourth 2016 was the saddest day of my life Lyrics

How has been six whole years

Since the last time I felt you near

I wish I spent more time with you

I didn't know that I would lose

Did you have to go all the way to the east coast

You never came back home

I miss you more than you could ever have known

I wish that I told you I loved you more

And you called me the drama

And I know that you loved it

And you were my favorite

No one can deny it

Did you at least like New York

I'm really sad I didn't go

And you'll never know

How much I've grown

I wish you stayed here on the west coast

I wish you never left home

We didn't get a proper goodbye

And he was short to follow

And you called me the drama

And I know that you loved it

And you were my favorite

No one can deny it

You saw me

Right through everything

And I never felt so close to

Family

I still drink

Floral teas

And think of you

Reminiscing

Did you have to go all the way to the east coast

You never came back home

I miss you more than you could ever have known

I wish that I told you I loved you more

And you called me the drama

And I know that you loved it

And you were my favorite

Can't believe I lost