Bad Dreams Lyrics

Come and take a listen

I'll tell you just what I've been going through

Only twenty five

I'm dead broke and I dropped out of school

Got my feelings hurt all the girls I liked would pick and choose

I'm so lost with my life that I don't know just what to do

I've been having nightmares

I've been having bad dreams momma

I'm so hurt

But why don't any of my wounds still bleed momma?

Feeling all alone

I swear to god to this shit real momma

Pain all in my head

I'm off these meds

This shit is real momma

Come and look me deep into my eyes

Promise not to tell another lie

When I fell from heaven both of my wings broke I no longer fly

Suicide, my momma tried

Ever since then I've been broke inside

When I cry, I go and hide

I don't wanna let the world see that side

Therapy is what I really need

I'm so scared to just take a seat

Burning tree, rolling in a leaf

Sitting in the smoke, is when I'm feeling free

Take a seat, I'll help you see

All the demons that don't let me sleep

When I weep, it helps me see

Buried trauma never really flees

Looking in the mirror, conversations keep on getting deep

Momma I see dead faces, anytime I try to sleep

I don't want to feel this way no more, so I burn purple trees

Dying all alone with nobody's where I'm scared to be

I've been having nightmares

I've been having bad dreams momma

I'm so hurt

But why don't any of my wounds still bleed momma?

Feeling all alone

I swear to god to this shit real momma

Pain all in my head

I'm off these meds

This shit is real momma

I won't lie my head hurt

I've been stressing all fucking day

I won't lie I've questioned faith

I didn't get an answer when I prayed

Sometimes I'm too quiet

Sometimes I have a lot to say

Sometimes I go silent

When I'm trying to figure out the way

All my sky's keep turning grey

But the tears all fall the same

Thought I fell in love but she played me like a fucking game

I don't wanna go outside unless I know it's gonna rain

I keep hearing sad song, that remind me of the pain

Looking in the mirror, conversations keep on getting deep

Momma I see dead faces, anytime I try to sleep

I don't want to feel this way no more, so I burn purple trees

Dying all alone with nobody's where I'm scared to be

I've been having nightmares

I've been having bad dreams momma

I'm so hurt

But why don't any of my wounds still bleed momma?

Feeling all alone

I swear to god to this shit real momma

Pain all in my head

I'm off these meds

This shit is real momma