Baby Butterfly Lyrics

I cried when I wrote this verse

I really miss you dearly

Venting on the pages

I hoping that you can hear me

Crying out for help

All my emotions running silly

I need some help sincerely

I'm begging that you hear me

Baby butterfly, please don't go away?

Ever since you left I don't know what to say

I used to laugh

I used to joke and even used to pray

Lately it seems like all my blue sky's are turning gray

On my knees asking "why?"

No response he wouldn't say?

I used to hold you in my arms

It felt like everyday?

On my chest, where you would lay

I'm still thinking bout them days

Just to see you one more time

I swear to god I'll change ways

This is how I feel, time never seems heals

I remember all my dark days of drinking off the pills

Rolling up a blunt of kill

My choice for every meal

This is real

When I tell you that my heart has turned to steel

Is this heaven, is hell

I don't think that I can tell

Just hear your voice again

Is what I told the wishing well

Numbing pain with marijuana

Addicted to the smell

Just to hold your hand is again

My only soul yea I would sell

I cried when I wrote this verse

I really miss you dearly

Venting on the pages

I hope that you can hear me

Crying out for help

All my emotions running silly

I need some help sincerely

I'm begging that you hear me

Baby butterfly, please don't go away

Ever since you left I don't know what to say

I used to laugh

I used to joke and even used to pray

Lately it seems like all my blue sky's are Turning gray

On my knees asking why

No response he wouldn't say

I used to hold you in my arms

It felt like everyday

On my chest, where you would lay

I'm still thinking bout them days

Just to see you one more time

I swear to god I'll change ways

They always told me grown men

Ain't never supposed to cry

But every time I see your pictures

I've got tears drops in my eye

If I could bring you back to life

I would I would trade places I would die

May 10th 2018 is the day you said goodbye

Smoking blunts back to back

I've got your momma on my side

Trying to help her catch a vibe

For the emptiness inside

She my rock, she my guide

She help me to stay alive

I've been contemplating therapy but I've got too pride

Nah Nah

Nah nah nah nah

Nah Nah

Nah nah nah nah

It's like I'm looking at your pictures

I really fucking miss ya

I wish that I would hold you

And I wish that I could kiss you

Nah Nah

Nah nah nah nah

Nah Nah

They told me grown men

Ain't supposed to cry

But when I'm looking at your pictures

I've got tear drops in my eyes

Momma can you tell me why