Blessings Lyrics

Not easy to go sleep at night, been having some dreams of me catching a flight

That's a devil's work, you can't reach those heights

Could only break through if my God shines a new light

I've always been broken, I've been swerving and speeding the motion

Give her a passion when the pussy's been open, controlling my emotions when the words haven't

been spoken, straight to when I don't trust in no one

Looking back on my favorable quotes, if it wasn't for music I wouldn't be saying shit though, I've been drinking while reading my notes

I did it all for when the Hollister coat for sure

forgive me mother for the things that I did, you gave me the time to look back what I fixed too much drama, too many problems, too many falling piñata's

Always give when I get hit, can't always say that I ain't shit

Always give when I can't, give you the things you need like it's God's plan you said to yourself, paranoid at the age of 12 don't want anybody to feel uncomfortable more than myself, for real, only learn what I know

like writing how I feel straight into these notes, therapists keep calling my phone

They always say that you should always stay home

Don't mind me I'm just venting, it's hard lessons, it's a God's blessings

I'm just trying to be alive, won't you give me the time, yeah

Slowly starting to be a mean person, they believe a good person in me isn't

Really working, they would like to see a better version

Popping them pills, out doing drills, dodging the bullets, over chaining some bills

I change my mind cause I feel change, soon as this drops I'mma make a new name

Not being productive always make me feel insane, and I'm the one who's to blame

I always feel pain in my stomach, alcohol in my body, it's hard not to go love it

realizing now it ain't worth my time, rap somebody when feeling too high and that's a fact

It's non-stop notes into tracks, out of trouble cause I ain't tryna go back

Tired of love I'm just tired of saying love, don't even care enough when you're already up