Hate Me Lyrics

Spending time with family, shit starting to be okay

It's been hard for me to make new lyrics on the make

Underground rapper in Brooklyn, can't handle no fakes

Ain't got nobody to talk to so put it right on a tape

I'm slowing starting not to be too cautious

But all this work and back home makes me nauseous

I feel like my work isn't that flawless

Spending time on the things that I don't want to do

Can't take this valuable time wasting nonsense, damn

I feel like my loved ones are doing the haunting

I feel like my haters are the ones that's doing the taunting

I got some love from Boston

Shoutout to cousins out here getting that degree

That's enough to feed the family but me, fam

Living solo is the life that I chose

Coming in and out from the 70th road

So let's go for a show

I've been real silence when I'm into my zone

You calling it scared, I'm calling it home

I'm used to the drugs cause I know what I've been feeling

Cut off many people from my life for a reason

I can't go back there again from all of these demons

Balancing shit to do better but it's uneven

I won't fold when it comes to getting beaten

Keep in mind, nobody was there to help

Fighting these urges to not fall down at the deep end

I'm too comfortable cause all I have is myself

I write shit for people who knows how it felt, yeah

My family is close to protect

I'm not used to saying I love you on a text, but yet

I'm figuring out on how to say no, when I'm always saying yes

Take me granted, it's hard for me to have a rest

I hate this feeling of this regret

How long does it take for me to be in the air?

How does it feel for caring for other shares?

How do you know when life treats you unfair?

I'm back in the city all these people do is just stare, damn

I always feel this way and forced to go through it

I put my writing on a notebook and put it to music

It's hard to find love that I'm pursuing

People find my failures somehow amusing

Friends turn into strangers, shit is confusing, damn

Sometimes I be thinking, what the fuck am I doing?

When depressed I go take a walk

I don't usually like to go talk

I have a talent, my music are of the charts