Another Day In My Mind Lyrics

I wanna go back

To when things felt right

I wanna go back

To when I didn't feel so low

I wanna go back

To when my mind didn't fight

I wanna go back

To when I didn't feel so low

To when I didn't feel so low

To when I didn't feel so low

To when I didn't feel so low

Low

You ever wonder what life would be like

If you knew

Knew everything I been through

Cause if you knew everything

You would probably feel the same too

You don't want this pain I've been through

I've been kicked while I was down

I've been pushed deeper into the ground

That's just the start of it

You don't want the specifics

Cause I don't want you to mimic

Quit your stalling

It's time to put it all in

Like just recently

You were kicked out of school

And just a week later

You found out you had to move

Out of the only place that you have ever called home

It was the only place you've ever known

And now it's gone forever

So quit being an endeavor

Alright how bout this

I never got to meet my parents

Yeah the ones who birthed me

What they did just felt unearthly

Cause when I turned 18 they both hit me up

Acting like they had been there since they curbed me

Saying that you love me is worse than anything that could hurt me

That could hurt me

Oh yeah?

Even more than when your father died

Yeah I already told it

And when I performed it, they all cried

Why don't you dive deeper into it

Like what happened to you because of it

I was on the meds cause I was angry

It just felt like nothing in the world could save me

I would lash out at my mama and just cause her all this trauma and anxiety

Until she knew where I had to be

She sent me away for 72 days

Until the doctors thought I was better

But on that whole trip, I was bitter

I was living in the woods like I was living in prison

I even had to count out loud while I was pissing

Until I had flipped the switch and

Realized what I had to do

I had to stop all this complaining

And start doing what would save me

Not just from the woods

But in every way of life

And after 72 days they had realized i got my mind right

But there are days when I hate myself and I just wanna

And I just wanna

I wanna go back

To when things felt right

I wanna go back

To when I didn't feel so low

I wanna go back

To when my mind didn't fight

I wanna go back

To when I didn't feel so low

To when I didn't feel so low

To when I didn't feel so low

To when I didn't feel so low

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