dear mom Lyrics

I don't fucking get it, like when I'm with people I feel like

I've never been depressed a day in my life

And I'm perfectly stable and everything is fine

But the second I get home and and close my door (Look)

All bets are off the table and I'm a fucking mess

You think you can just come back in my life

After all these years

Goddamn woman why you giving me tears

Fuck you for leaving me I'm better off without you

Stopping hitting me up asking me to meet you

You aren't my mom, you just gave me life

But now it's time to get out of mine

You got me fucked up

I'm an outcast

Like JID said

You got me down bad, aye

I felt different than everyone else

You had a life to chose

It was me or who else

My brothers like Santa and his elves

You's a ho ho hoe, now go go go (Go)

Back to the cold of where you came from

Bitch, you think I'm still the same, what?

Nah, I'm a real one

Bitch you's a fake one

Get out my life

I don't need you no more

Fuck you for leaving me I'm better off without you

Stopping hitting me up asking me to meet you

You aren't my mom

You just gave me life

But now it's time to get out of mine

You got me fucked up

I'm an outcast

Like JID said

You got me down bad

You got me fucked up

I'm an outcast

Like JID said

You got me down bad, aye

You said you happy that I'm in your life

Now why I feel like that's a lie

Could of had me in your life for so long

Well shit, I guess I was wrong

You was way to busy for me

But not for them drugs

And because of you I got addiction in my blood

But I don't fuck with weed

I fuck with nicotine

Which is worse for me?

But what is worse for me?

Some coke or some crack

Or a son that don't love you back

Fuck you for leaving me I'm better off without you

Stopping hitting me up asking me to meet you

You aren't my mom

You just gave me life

But now it's time to get out of mine

I don't got the fam I want

I got the fam I need

Who gave me a nice home

And some warm clothes

What did you give me

Nothing but absence

For eighteen years

Well bitch you prolly crying tears

And that's just fine

Why don't you go back to the streets and buy your next dime

You got me fucked up

I'm an outcast

Like JID said

You got me down bad

You got me fucked up

I'm an outcast

Like JID said

You got me down bad