crazy dumb stupid/whatever you want ft. mary low & pat cowles Lyrics

Time and time again

I stop myself from trying to play pretend

I'll stop expecting to not be spent at the end of the day

I want to die again

But I'm afraid of heights of flying

I'll let the dust collect around my bed at the end of the day

Feel like the end of my day

Fallin with nothin to save me

I wake up and I smoke it away

No wonder I'm feeling so hazy

I'm going crazy

Crazy dumb stupid

I wanna keep coming up with excuses

Keep it cool calm useless

Why would I talk if you think I'm a nuisance

Wake up and smoke it away

I'm going crazy crazy

Keep it cool calm

Why don't you feel like I do

Whatever you want from me

Why don't you feel like I do

Whatever you want from me

Why don't you feel like I do

Whatever you want from me

Why don't you feel like I do

Whatever you want from me

Maybe don't kill my pride

I think I'm losing my mind

Time and time again I wait for you to say something I want to hear

Please just make this all clear

Wanna hear

Wanna hear

Feel like the end of my day

Fallin with nothin to save me

I wake up and I smoke it away

No wonder I'm feeling so hazy

I'm going crazy

Crazy dumb stupid

I wanna keep coming up with excuses

Keep it cool calm useless

Why would I talk if you think I'm a nuisance

I never said that I'm using

I never said you're abusive

Been too long

You wanna see me in person

I don't wanna talk in cursive

Such a bother

I wish I learned from my father

Protecting my pride like a father now

Staying up falling farther

How don't you feel like I do

Maybe don't kill my pride

I think I'm losing my mind

Time and time again I wait for you to say something I want to hear

Please just make this all clear